The weird and the wonderful

Don't you agree?

Things have been tense with me and my boyfriend for a few weeks now... it's hard when you haven't been living with someone for long. You have to learn to find a happy medium for things. Anyway after a blazing row and me threatening to leave (trust me he was very unreasonable!!) the air has cleared and things are a lot better. I do think occasionally you do have to have a good rant. Obviously the quicker it is resolved the better but i'm always left feeling like things have been sorted and that now i'm being understood.

I think it's healthy!

Things that annoy me and probably a lot of other people -

No having enough money to go out with my friends and live the life of a 20 yr old like i should be, i feel too old for my age.

Young girls with make-up and very short skirts.. where are the parents?! Its just wrong.

Religion - Not religion in general but the fact that its down to each individual as to what they believe in, and yet there are so many problems / wars caused by religion. It is a belief and meant to be a harmonious thing.... not something to tear the world apart.

People that abuse the world - Don't get me wrong i'm no keen carbon footprint manic or anything but just a little thought everyday will make it a lot better place. Littering for one, e too lazy to recycle the odd glass bottle. They provide the tubs for heavens sake!!!

One minute treated like a child. The next an adult when it suits other people. Thats the worst thing of being at this age.

People all need to chill out and get on with each other. We should be cherishing life and the journeys we take and the people we meet. We are all here to learn.

Ok rant over....

So....

It's Christmas day (just gone) so me and my boyfriend invite family over for dinner.

My dad, as my parents are divorced, and his mum and step dad who had recently split amicably but are still friends.

So we all have a laugh and a drink and play on the Wii. A couple of weeks later at work i get one of my usual funny emails. So i email it to my dad and my boyfriends mum. They get each others email addresses and strike up a conversation.

Next thing i find out is that they have been emailing quite a lot and have been on a few dates!!!!

I was sooo shocked. At first i was happy for them as hey both deserve someone nice. Then for some reason i wasn't ok with it. I wouldn't tell them that because i didn't want to ruin anything that i might be ok with in a few weeks.

I can't really explain why i was upset / angry. I know my boyfriends mum very well. I'm ok with it now (i think) although i'm worried i'll get angry again if anything happens...

Very weird situation....

Any comments are welcome!!

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